She waves a hand to dismiss the apology. "You haven't. I only wish I could offer more."

It feels like a dismissal. She moves to stand, but hesitates to say her farewells. Instead: "If Lan Wangji asks, I will try to help him find more answers. You – and Gideon – would be welcome. If I can undo even a small part of the distress I've caused, I will."