Her hand goes to her forehead once more, the other to her hip; she pauses in her pacing.

"What you heard wounded you," she says, soft. "And I was the medium for that pain. Let me apologize for that, at least."

As for changing the future...

She keeps her mouth shut. She's said too much already. "I hope you can," is all she says, before she rubs at her face.

"I...forgive me, Lan Wangji. I must be more tired than I thought. I think it would be best if we saved further instruction regarding this inn for another time."